and words just don't come to help release this.
no eloquent song today.


Like Scars on a Soldierand these addictions afflict me like scars on a soldier like you scratching at my door before the sun even thinks to rise your nails on this wood and your voice through the phone and your eyes glued to mine beg for moreLike Scars on a Soldier
than i am willing to offer give compromise lose sell sacrifice destroy and i like it the wood peeling under your nails as the tears form under your lids knowing i crave what you hate engulfing my mind and body
ascending to a level you fear my lips curling as i widen myself welc


SwallowI don't know what to do with myself when I'm missing you so bad I can hardly breathe did I make you jealous? when I wriggled and writhed and he tried to undress me did I make your insides burn? well vengeance is sweet and payback's a bitch and I still feel sorry for hurting you because you will always deserve better than me though I have a hard time swallowing a load that big and you just keep letting it flow pumping me full of too many truths and I'm gagging on the taste of rejection but I love the way you won't stop yourself because you know I want itSwallow


Keeping Quietmy biggest dream these days is not one I want to share with you it is not one I want to broadcast to the world screaming from a megaphone atop my local soapbox usually occupied by my dirty feet and busy hands and tired mouth shouting about revolutions and secrets untold this is not a dream I want the world to see this is a part of me I would rather keep hidden locked safe away inside the parts of me I dont show off to casual company and this is a passion and a dream all wrapped in one lacking no spontaneity andKeeping Quiet
hoarding ing


EmptyI wish I could write a poem about the way I am feeling just now but you see the problem is Im not really f e e e e e l i n gEmpty
much of anything these days and Im like a blank slate this steel wall has been erected between me and who I really am and I dont have enough left of me to really care theres nothing left inside of here no emotion no heart no words to explain what is happening to me falling deeper into this pit of mock-despair watching the world spin beneath me sucked into the inner depths of a hell I
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